The Expected

This is a story about a girl named Sirk that lives in a place called Rewolf Dnuom. Never heard of it?? Well, you are probably more familiar with the larger city near it called Sallad. Sirk loves where she lives, and loves that on any given day she could sit on her front porch and predict what she will see. At some point in the early morning she can expect to see Mrs. Turquoise out walking her dogs. Mrs. Turquoise will wave and smile, and underneath the blood colored lipstick beautiful white teeth will appear. Sirk always waves back and says good morning. Inevitably during the day Sirk will run into her downstairs neighbor, Notlim, and he will ask to borrow her car to drive to California. Notlim apparently thinks this is a hilarious joke, and proceeds to ask daily. Sirk always plays along, and says she would love to swap her Honda for his Cadillac. Notlim will laugh, and then shuffle off to his vehicle to go see his wife in the nursing home. Treb, the other downstairs neighbor, will invite Sirk and her roommate Xeb over to partake in his grilled meat dinner. They always decline the invitation for two reasons, 1) Treb begins grilling around 9:30 pm and 2) He has also invited them over to drink vodka and watch his flatscreen with surround sound. Treb enjoys his surround sound so much, that at times it is so loud it is vibrating through the ceiling into Sirk and Xeb's apartment. Sirk has been known to jump on the floor repeatedly until he turns it down. By 11 am every morning Sirk expects to hear shouts and laughter by the pool as the kids jump in to escape the summer heat. The maintenance man is always finishing his pool upkeep around that time, and with a cigarette hanging from his mouth he will shout, "Enjoy the pool, kiddos", and then zoom off in his golf cart for his next task. By 5 pm, Sirk can expect to run into Essej walking his wolf-like dogs, and the thoughts of how hot those dogs must be will run through her head. Essej will compliment her somehow and then go on to discuss the weather. Most of all, Sirk loves hearing the sound of her roommate walk up the stairs, because she expects that Xeb will enter with a smile and greet her in a bad accent with something like, "Hello precious face." Though Sirk is not the extreme silly type, she finds herself playing along and returning the greeting with an equally bad accent. On Sundays Sirk will enter The Egalliv Church, and suddenly find herself surrounded in community. She can always expect at least one hug, one genuine "how are you", and lots of people eager to celebrate all that God has done and continues to do. Sirk loves that her life is filled with these people in this place. She loves that God has slowed her down some in order that she may find time to drink in her surroundings.

For the past 8 months Sirk has had an opportunity to do speech therapy with a 26 year old male named Leahcim. Prior to meeting him she learned that Leahcim had spinal menegitis as a baby that caused him to present with low cognition and some aphasic-like characteristics. At their first meeting, he waited outside for her arrival and then introduced himself 4 times in 45 minutes. Leahcim collects plastic lizards, eats at Jack in the Box daily, listens to 94.9 obsessively, and frequently asks if Sirk believes in Jesus. Sirk has grown to love that she can anticipate every Tuesday and Wednesday Leahcim will be waiting at the window for her, that he will ask at least one time during their therapy session if he is a good friend, and that he will always reach out for a hug at the conclusion of their meeting. Leahcim has taught Sirk that loving God does not have to be complicated. Leahcim doesn't know theology or understand fancy terms like, propitation for sins. All Leahcim knows is that he believes in Jesus and that is a reason to worship. Sirk has found herself amazed that God delights in Leahcim's worship, and knows that God is estatic when Leahcim lines up his plastic lizards and sings along with 94.9.

Sirk feels like she runs her life well and loves that she knows mostly what to expect on a day-to-day basis. Recently she was set up on a blind date with a man named, Ekim. Sirk was initially excited, but as the date grew near she found herself dreading it to the point of being in a bad mood. Upon further investigation, Sirk learned that the bad mood and dread stemmed from fearing the unknown. Sirk knows how to live as a single christian woman, but wouldn't know how to allow herself to be pursued in a godly way or be a godly wife (Sirk has the tendency to look too far into the future). As the time for Ekim to arrive grew near, she had convinced herself that he was going to be ugly and boring. So, you can only imagine her surprise when she opened the door to find that Ekim was very good looking. Not what she was expecting at all!! The date began with Italian food and was followed by fishing. Sirk would have never expected to go fishing on a first date, but found herself enjoying every moment of it. At the conclusion of the date Ekim asked Sirk out for a second time and then left after a firm handshake. Sirk slowly walked upstairs and found herself smiling...a good blind date, how unexpected!! Two days passed, and she told the blind date story to her friends who shared in her excitement. When Ekim called on Tuesday night, Sirk felt like she knew exactly what to expect, a proposal for a second date. You can only imagine how her mouth dropped, as Ekim said, "There will not be a second date, I don't have a peace about it." Sirk stammered some type of polite response, but was struck with shock...Where was the expected second date?? After the brief sting of rejection wore off, Sirk found herself comforted by the Lord's sovereignty and knows that He is in control.

Sirk's life has returned to the expected, but as she pulled up to Leahcim's house on Wednesday to find him in his usual spot awaiting her arrival her heart was full and content. Mrs. Turquoise waved her usual friendly hello this morning, Notlim shuffled to his car, and Xeb will eventually come home today and greet Sirk with a bad accent. Sirk desires to be present in the moment, but always eagerly anticipating the unfamiliar, unexpected places the Lord will take her.